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2015-05-04 14:21:21 (UTC)

WELL NOW WHAT

I'm terrible at writing everyday like I originally wanted. This isn't a incredibly exciting post so if you're looking for drama leave now. If you're interested in a boring 18 year old girls life then by all means stay and enjoy the read!

So currently I'm sitting at the front desk writing this, not doing anything because we aren't busy and my grandma, ma, and their friend are RUNNING around the shop getting things reorganized and having a blast. It's pretty enjoyable because I get to sit here and do nothing hehe.

Anyway school is still going on and I believe I have 6 weeks until it is finished and I will officially be out of school! Well...until I go into college but I am taking a YEAR OFF! I hate school so I believe I deserve a break after 12 straight years of it. I only have 2 classes to complete though because I am super ahead which is something I am proud of. 6 weeks to go. ONLY 6 weeks to go. I can't wait seriously.

My cousins graduation is on June 13th and it is one of those big grand graduation people usually have. Sense I am online I don't have that which is great! I hate big parties and celebrations. It's so awkward. Granted my online school has about tripled in the amount of students that attend so I don't know what that's going to be like. But luckily I wont have to wear the atrocious cap and gown. I get to pick my own dress out. My cousin and I are the same age and we did go to the same school for awhile but because I moved I went full online so that's why our graduations are on different days. My grandma is coming from Arizona to watch my cousin and I graduate which I'm incredibly excited about. I just worry that because I live far away I won't be able to see her as much as I would like. We'll figure something out. We have more than a month to decide things.

This weight loss is kicking my ass. I'm plateauing and it's driving me crazy. I just want to look good and feel good about myself but when I'm not losing the weight I feel hopeless. I don't know what to do to shock my body into losing weight again. I'm trying, trust me, I"m trying as hard as I can. I want to look good in a dress for my graduation. I want to be able to comfortably show off my arms in public. I'm not fat but I hate the way my arms look so I try and lift weights and do arm exercises and for awhile I though it was working but I don't know. UGH.

I'll figure things out eventually it's just what do I do now???

Song recommendation is All of the Stars by Ed Sheeran on the Fault in our Stars soundtrack. Go listen to it. Do it!

-Chaos (5/4/15 3:40 PM)




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