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MyDarknessLives
2015-05-01 17:21:47 (UTC)

A football field size step back

Got to play with my best friend today before he went to work, after that around 5 I left $22, a few games, and a code for 5 dollars in tow to get a $30 gamestop code. so I get there and the bald guy scans the games and says I would be getting 8 dollars for them and then I had to buy something with the code and return it to get the 5 dollars to use and he said I could only get a 25 dollar thing and I gave up my other 2 dollars to do it. I was about to leave and my best friend stopped me (he works there) to see what was going on and we realized I was screwed and it was like the 8 dollars from the games never was put to use so I have to wait in a long line again, at this point feeling a panic attack coming on due to the amount of people in the store and how close they were to me.

I get up to the front and tell him, he somehow convinces me I was wrong by saying he scanned a game wrong and it was worth less then we thought so it was only 3 dollars and 30 cents total for all the games (at this point I am shaking, turning pale and studdering, so I leave and I call gamestop again on the way back, my best friend answers and we talk about it and realize that I was still screwed over because I came in with 22 dollars, a 5 dollar code, and 3 dollars worth of trade ins so I should have gotten a 30 dollar one anyway and he said I could come back to explain for a third time but I told him I couldn't that I was having a severe panic attack and hung up.

I was getting close to home and had to make a wide turn and this car was there ( I would not have hit it anyway but) she honked her horn and I freaked out because of my stress and panic attack and I hit that horn and yelled F*ck You! at the top of my lungs, I get home and call my mother who is going out for dinner and told her about it and I broke completely down and started crying (which I never do so this is really big) and I tell her everything and then I had to hang up the phone to go throw up and I was also overheating so I let the shower run cold water over my head.

I was just pushed over the edge, over my limit and lost it. The rest of the day I just felt numb like my brain was trying to fix itself by putting a bandage on my emotions




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