kelz

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2015-04-27 07:02:45 (UTC)

am I a nut case

Hmm so I don't know how this online diary stuff works but hopefully I can get the hang of it I never really had a diary I was always to scared my sisters would read it lol well anyway on the 13th of this month my cousin passed away we were pretty cclose he had pancreatic cancer he lasted 6 months from the time he learnt he had iI the fought so so hard and it just wore him down so quickly I was lucky enough to see him marry the love of his life 12 hrs before he died since this happened I feel sstrange I'm always thinking there is something wrong with me and that I'm going to die like headaches I'll think I've got a brain tumor or something I am 99% sure that I'm OK physically but should I see a doctor anyway I don't want them to think I'm a complete nut or worse stick me on anti depressants or is this just a stage of grieving ??




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