WoundedAngel

Letters Never Sent
2015-04-26 06:44:30 (UTC)

Goodbye forever?

Goodbye forever? Who was I kidding when I told you that tonight?! And we end up talking again over some stupid car that I won. I hate this to no end!! The worst part about this is the fact that no matter what you say, I know that you're lying and telling half-truths. I always do. And damn it all to HELL and back, I want you to be telling the truth because I Love you that much. I STILL, after all of this time and heartache, LOVE YOU!
I look back on the last six years, and am overcome with thoughts and emotions. I'm flooded with every good memory, and it makes me want that back so very badly. Then I get slammed with every bad one, and it makes every good memory seem like a lie. And that doesn't even turn my heart!!
You have treated me like a broken toy, like utter trash, and yet here I am...skulking in the shadows, wishing you could love me. Wishing you could see what is truly in front of you.
A broken idiot, begging to trust you with her heart because it will fix us both.
I hate myself.




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