Vanilla

is it me?

What is it? Am I just not good enough for you? Is it who I am? My personality. ? Me? Because unfortunately beauty doesn't mean shit. I know I'm good looking. But it's never enough. My biggest insecurity is my personality. I know it's shit. I want Dr M. He doesn't want me and it breaks me...it breaks me because he will not just tell me. I feel like a silly school girl.