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Memories
2015-04-05 18:19:34 (UTC)

4/5/2015 - 5AM & 7:30AM Attacks

Dear Diary,

The anxiety attacks are back.. But this time they come in my sleep. It's so unpleasant.

And finally I just stayed up after the 2nd anxiety attack at 7:30AM... I waited for my parents to leave - and cried, cried, and cried.

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If today is a Holy day, please Jesus, God, and other spiritual beings... help guide me through this difficult day. Slowly. One day at a time is enough. Please help me lift this horrible feeling off my chest. Let me feel at ease with your resurrection and guide me in the right direction.

My heart hurts a lot more today. My body and mind is stirring up a storm of emotions and heartache. My tears overflow every inch of my pillow sheets. A pain so hurtful, so shameful, so frightening - I just want it to stop.

Give me a sign.

Please.

--
Janie




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