Vanilla

Broken.

The reality of the situation has hit me...hard. Are all men like this? This is now a repeat of M. Dr M is...my father..like M. He isn't any different. I think the pain of that reality Is overwhelming. It is a cycle there is nothing I can do to escape it. I am here in this reality unable to change it. And I refuse to blame myself anymore. It is what it is and that is just sadness. There is no beyond it just this. This beautiful bubble of a crashing reality.

The proaspect of new love is so promising but what is love expect a thin line between hate. It's all an illusion..or so in this new world and new generation.