Songbird System

Raven
2015-04-04 08:58:26 (UTC)

Goddamn Nightmares

Well, the nightmares are returning, and that's not a good thing. It's starting to effect my life even more. Today I saw a set from one of my dreams, an exact replica, and I started having an ANXIETY ATTACK. Heck, I didn't even think anything from my dreams would happen anyways, but it still fucking happened. Then goddamn Charlotte had to make things worst. People don't seem to notice when I'm having an ANXIETY ATTACK. Try to pressure a girl with anxiety issues into doing something...this can only work out so well. :/ Not to mention I don't even like racing...oh, I forgot to mention that it was racing. I don't even know how to drive...
Now my guilt complex is even worst since everybody thought it was the greatest idea to quit because of me. BECAUSE OF ME! How can I? I'm such a bitch. Bitch, bitch, bitch. Charlotte loves telling me to rot in hell, you dirty, bitchy whore.
Great...now I've to go back to school soon. Argh...I hate school.




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