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2015-03-31 09:15:20 (UTC)

lies, mind thinkin of cuttin...sry

so second day back so i had finally made it to the campus on fucking time for once in awhile in these pasted month...so i probably wont make it im tell you cause i trust the damn web even though Ive almost lost it sometimes before....so yesterday i was i mess emotional i couldn't hold myself together enough to rage in so much that didn't happen....(but, i will tried to make it happen took damn real this time)...so now bout my English project well id mixed all my damn feels and the abuse that occurred about 4 weeks before boring spring break.
so i have came very to friend i wont put his name on here either i m thinking now out fuckin out loud its good cause i wont get completely hurt and torn in billion ways....
so about damn tonight after a long day of college im going back to my high school i wish didnt have go tonight, that place id once loved wthin my heart is broken me into many sickness of not fully recover from yet? idk? think i will ever be real or same girl withiin my name even so much....
so i will breakdown this I DONT FUCKIN BE THERE! GOT IT GOOD I WISH his mom got it cause she doesnt know i feel now....
please help out this evening will be tonight, so i last night endless i was thinking of cutting again. i just need a blade if i can find one am all dam set go cutting again. parts of me wants old me but she has died shes not coming back....
im hoping find someone soon i get a bf
shorts:(


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