MzChristy

Diary of a Mad Woman
2015-03-27 15:43:50 (UTC)

The hate never ends 😞

4:48pm. Welp, hate my life again. Cuz I'm sick of Old Stepoff's stupid hate and having to deal with it every day. I'd really hate it if something happened to Mom and she died cuz then it really would be like I'm Cinderella and he really would turn into the evil old stepfather, making me scrub the floors and toilets with a tooth brush and work like a dog from sun up to sun down. And I really can kiss college goodbye then for real cuz he'd refuse to watch the boys and he would make me stay home and cook and clean, and probably even beat me and the boys. He already hates me and treats me like shit enough now. With his snide comments and his snickering at me for wanting to go back to school. Forget ever saying anything to mom cuz he's always joined at her hip, I'm sure cuz he's trying not to ever let me have a chance to ever say a peep to her about him. And even on the rare opportunities when I ever do she's still Mz Stand By Her Man who worships the damn ground he walks on and kisses his skinny constantly farting disgusting ass. It makes me fucking sick to my stomach!
At least I have this diary to vent about shit in so I don't have to go around with it eating away at me because of never being able to come to mom and talk about it because of Mean Old Stepoff's contant presence. Sickening!
8:16. Well, on the upside, I think my high school transcript made it to the college, so now all I have to do is go to my workshops that I signed up for and then make an appointment for registration. Then of course go get my books like 10 days before the first day of school.




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