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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2015-03-27 13:41:50 (UTC)

Since Wednesday

It's now Friday, and i feel much better than i have of late :) i feel content and happy :)
Master is indulging me with extra management, and it makes me feel worthy and grateful :)

i am going to enjoy the rest of this year, i think. It started quite badly, but it's looking ever so promising now :)
my outlook has changed. i am positive, getting fitter and healthier in mind and body :)

When i was at work on Wednesday, i sat down a couple of times, and it was so painful! i didn't think Master had spanked and caned me that hard, but i went to the toilet, and looked in the mirror. i was shocked! i had around 5 raised welts, and a very red bottom, which was quickly changing color to include blue and black!
i took a picture of them, and sent them to Master. Of course, He took His own, but i just couldn't believe how much it hurt when i sat, and the beauty of them :)
And i am still smiling, and they are still quite sore to sit on! LOL

i am feeling a very different person to the one who went to meet her Master two days ago, that's for sure! i don't feel the slightest worried about anything that may or may not be planned for me soon, but i'm pretty sure that on the day, that *could* change, and there will be nerves, but i will overcome them, as i have every other time :)

Master made me feel my place on Wednesday, in so many ways :) i know how much He loves me, as i know that love myself. i fear nothing with Him to protect me, and i am eager to learn more, feeling excited again, and even more desperate to please Him :)




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