Vanilla

Just Whatever.

Let me get this straight.

I cant see or talk to my boyfriend much because he is "busy"
I can fill up the days by going out, but I cant do anything with other men or go on other dates.
I can keep weekends/ evenings free in the HOPES that my boyfriend will be free but hey he may not be and cancel last minute.
Or i can again fill it up with something else...but then never see him again.

DA FUQ? How does that work.

If I try to keep time aside for him it doesn't work and could leave me disappointed or even worse BORED with NO plans.
If i don't try...we will probably rarely ever see each other,

SLOWEST MOVING RELATIONSHIP EVER.
URGH.