Aurora

Autumn
2015-03-18 03:26:45 (UTC)

Dauntless and Abnegation... Divergent (oh shit)

I'm glad I have this diary. Not many people read it so I can sort of be myself. I can share the things I'm comfortable with others seeing. I still stay fairly modest in here, though. I'm glad I have my physical diary as well. That one is for the really personal things in my life, the things I may keep to myself forever, whether because they're so tragic or simply so special.

Anyhow, I still seem to be the only person I know who's still an über fan of Divergent except Griffen, Laura, and Marina. All my friends seem to have moved on. So now, I have no one to talk to about it with, really. All Griffen, Laura, Mari, and I do is reiterate our viewpoints on the factions, how they are, and how they should be. And we all pretty much agree with each other on that stuff. We all know how we feel, how each other feels. We have our monologs and rants about the factions memorized by heart. Kayla thinks I could be Amity and she thinks I'll die before I could be Abnegation or Dauntless. Well, she's wrong. She doesn't know anything about me anyway, but here, that's not exactly the point. Only the small percentage of all that shit applies here. She's selfish and she could be Abnegation. Abnegation accepts every one. I could be Amity only when I want to. And that's not very often. Maybe I'm not adventurous, but I'm not a coward. Not being adventurous doesn't limit me from being Dauntless. The Dauntless are the brave. Maybe I'm as creative as the Amity, but I'd rather be in Dauntless. I can face my problems in Dauntless. I can be myself there. I need structure. And there's more structure in Dauntless and in Abnegation that Amity just doesn't have.

I like to help other people.
I would be willing to give my life, to give up everything I know, to protect others.
I am selfless.
I am brave.




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