Aeryn Sun

Uncharted Territories
2015-03-07 15:34:48 (UTC)

Being Mary Jane

My sister introduced me to this show and I really like it. However, I can't help but see similarities betw myself and the main character, Mary Jane Paul. Mary Jane is pushing 40, pining over an ex w/ no real prospects in mind, but thriving career though. I'm working on my career, but I'm now officially in my 30s, not pining over an ex, but definitely no prospects in mind. Behind closed doors she has such a sad life b/c she can't have what she really wants, a loving man and family of her own. That's me!

I found an article on EliteDaily called "Letter From the Love You Haven't Met Yet." First time I read it, it brought me real comfort, made me think that he's out there just needs some more time to find himself before he's ready for me. I recently started hooking up w/ someone we'll call Camping buddy and after hanging out w/ him this weekend, I now see why I haven't met him - he's still getting whoring out of his system. However I also realized that I still need to work on making myself the perfect girl for him.

My new game plan is to work on me. Forget about the boys and how much I want one. I need to make myself as ready as possible so we can find our way to each other sooner than later.

O mater luna, adiuvo me nunc. Universe, please don't have a sense of humor this time like you did w/ Burma.




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