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Wandering Thoughts
2001-10-10 19:12:58 (UTC)

October 10th, 2001

"I don't think I want to know a six-year-old who isn't a
dreamer, or a sillyheart. And I sure don't want to know one
who takes their student career seriously. I don't have a
college degree. I don't even have a job. But I know a good
kid when I see one. Because they're ALL good kids, until
dried-out, brain-dead skags like you drag them down and
convince them they're no good. You so much as scowl at my
niece, or any other kid in this school, and I hear about
it, and I'm coming looking for you! Take this quarter, go
downtown, and have a rat gnaw that thing [Anita's mole] off
your face! Good day to you, madam."

MOOD: Nostalgic
MUSIC: Phil Collins - Dance Into the Light

Ahhh! Today was the best day! I didn't have class until 1
because my first class got cancelled. It was only a
lecture and rather boring. But how can I complain?? Only
one hour of class! I'm still just so happy. In the
lecture we found out that Boston University donates the
most money of any university to lobbying. Hmm, and i was
curious why tuition is so high. GO TERRIORS! LOL. Well,
just had a light lunch of a turkey sandwhich, a banana, and
apple juice. I went to pay my credit card bill and found
out that because of my outstanding credit they raised the
limit from 500 to 1500. WOW, a girl can really get into
trouble with that amount! I guess it's good that I hate
shopping. I'm mainly excited because when Bri and I go to
fill out credit applications for apartments it will look
good and we will have an even better chance. Tonight I am
going to walk a ways for dinner. I ordered pizza last
night and feel like a fatty. I needs to look beautiful for
my man! I leave so soon. I am extremely nervous due to
the fact that in the newspaper today I saw that Bin Laden
made a comment about continuing to do plane hijackings. I
don't think they would try it from the same airport. I am
flying out of Logan and I heard that security there is
really tight. I will just have to keep checking my flight
to make sure they don't cancel it. I guess I am worried
about flying into Orange County. It is so close to LA. I
can see it as being a target. Oh well, I can't be
worried. I am seeing Briny in a few days. YES! I am
excited, nevous, and probably any other emotion you can
think of. I have been think lots about memories and
stuff. My mom called last night and wanted to see how I
was. I think she is trying to make me feel better and not
want to come home. She never called until I mentioned the
fact that I was planning on coming home. She ruined
everything. She left our home because she wanted to be
happy. Her decsion affected the whole family. My choice
only affects me. If anyone should understand how hard it
is to function when you are depressed, it should be my
mom. I think she will come around. I told her all that
last night and she was left speechless. I mean what can
she say, I have a point. I am right. Like normal.
HEHEHE, just kidding. Well I am off to take a test to see
what political view I hold. I already found out the for
religion I am pagan and for philosophies I am Epicurean. I
also took a test that said for my career I should be an
artist. I will give the results of my newest test
tomorrow. I miss Brian. I keep thinking of all the fun
stuff we've done together, all our memories, laughing with
him. This trip is going to be really great. I'm just
dreading the flight!

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