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2015-03-04 20:44:40 (UTC)

Entry one-hundred

Wednesday, 4th March, 2015.

I had a massive breakdown as soon as I got home today.
Allow me to explain somewhat.

Basically, I've had the stress piling up on me SO rapidly lately.
I missed two tests- the Spanish one I get to avoid, but the History one I have to stay back on Friday to redo, and I just know I'm gonna fail.
Exams are in a week or so. And I figure, hey, I'm gonna fail those too!
Work experience is the week after exams! And I still need to book an interview with that boss at the Beefeater, which is a pub I'm being sent to (oh, this is a really smart idea, brain) which I figure I'm gonna screw up.

Theeeeeeeeeeeeeeen there's today.
So it really escalated in the afternoon. During the day earlier I'd been bugged by my Science teacher for not understanding the work (she refused to explain it .-.) but in form time, Hritvick was annoying me. He stole my paper when he had one the EXACT same, which I didn't really care about since it didn't contain any useful information for me, but what did start pissing me off was when he started being an attention whore, waving it in my face and acting like he'd just pulled off the biggest raid in the world successfully. That annoys me, but I'm used to it- he's the most annoying guy in the school.
Then he started calling me by my real name.
OK, so let me clear things up- if anyone calls me by my real name, I FLIP out. I was an inch away from punching him square in the throat.
So I was pissed off through Drama.
Then going home, Kieran and Angel both decided to ditch me.
That sucked. So I walked home with my headphones on full blast and pushed my legs too far apparently, because I ended up collapsing on my doorstep due to them giving out.
Then when I got inside I just lay on my bed for two or three hours straight bawling.
Boz talked to me and sent me a cute fic, so that cheered me up a little. But it took me a long whil to even move from the position I'd fallen over in- lying on my back.

So yeah! I'm in a shit mood.




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