Lindams123

The Days of my Life
2015-03-02 11:36:54 (UTC)

vegas/everything

Im sitting here crying... feeling lost, alone, and unsure about my future with Adam... I want affection, someone to lay with, no more hurt, no more feeling unloved unexpectidly. I feel empty with no way out. I give him my money, buy his dinner which he doesnt eat it all. I come home to him passed out from drugs. He gives our dog more affection than me... He cant even get fully hard. I tried to talk to him... he just ignores and says just leave then. I feel I might just do so... idk what his deal is... but, yeah Im lost... but yet of he isnt around... I feel lost again... im 29 now... god forbid whats gonna happen to us... im scared, and feel Im losing my a bit... I need out... somehow :(




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