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2015-03-01 00:22:26 (UTC)

Mr. Grieves


"Mr. Grieves" by Pixies

What's that floating in the water
Oh Neptune's only daughter

[!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is a good song!!!!!!!!!! It's so creepy..!!!!!!! I love creepy things, cough cough, Donnie Darko]

February 28, 2015 Saturday 11:54 PM

!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND, AARON, WHO MOVED A COUPLE MONTHS AGO BUT I STILL LOVE HER BECAUSE SHE'S INGRAINED IN MY MEMORY AND YEAH

Alright, an hour or so ago I got home after Aaron's birthday party. It was nice but ugh, I really hate parties!!! I never start conversations with people and eventually just end up bored and lonely. Still. It's nice to be around a large group of people.

I still have a glow necklace wrapped around my neck.

 God, I love Laney and Lily. They are perfect. Well, not perfect but I use to word "perfect" as a way to convey how I feel about them: I accept their flaws and love them soooo much anyway. Ughhh.

And you know, I feel better about Olivia. I thought about it and I realized that there was a time when I first got to know Laney that I was really irritated with her. That lasted for like six months but eventually I got over it and we're really amazing friends now. So I'll probably get over being annoyed at Olivia's ways, it'll just take awhile and in the meantime, I should keep my distance. That way, I won't blow up at her and hurt her sensitive, sensitive feelings.

God, that was mean, haha. I'm sensitive, too, so I should be understanding but it's so exhausting, constantly excusing others. It's not like I'm perfect. I don't know. I don't have an excuse for being exhausted. I just really suck at being a good human being.

I've been talking to this dude and he's so fun to converse with! He asks great questions.

I had actual stuff to say, I swear. Man, I hate my brain. It's so flighty.

I guess I'm done for today, actually.

I'm pretty happy today. I appreciate that so much. Fuck, I hate being depressed (and I am usually depressed) so today was a beautiful, much-needed break.

Honestly, I've been laughing with my parents. I only got in a mild argument with my dad.

I need to write about my dad one day because I have a lot of issues with him (our personalities clash. We think alike but I am more like my mom emotionally while he is like a smart ass child).

I feel really dumb. I'm so tired. Goodnight.


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