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2015-02-20 21:26:19 (UTC)

Melancholy?

I haven't felt like this in a LONG time. This sadness. It's almost unbearable.

I'm not depressed by any means, I love my life and wouldn't change anything about it but sometimes I just have those days where i'm...well frankly sad.

I don't know what to do. I consider myself to have some of the worst mood swings. When i'm mad, i'm really mad and when i'm sad I'm just a shut in. I hate bothering people with my sadness because I feel like such a burden but coming onto this and talking about it makes me feel better. I don't feel like a burden to those of you that actually chose to read this. So thanks for doing so.

Good god this is almost crushing me. My chest hurts and my eyes are heavy with what feels like tiredness but it's actually tears.

I have no energy but I love writing in my diary so I decided to. My fingers feel heavy. Very very heavy and I'm making so many mistakes. You won't see them because I fix them but I see them. Ugh. I guess it's just one of those days...

Well I guess this was it for the day. Writing sad things is a waste. I shouldn't even post this but I'm going to anyway. Maybe someone will send me a message and make me feel better :) I can only hope.

Have a good day though! Listen to happy music, watch happy endings and love the life you live!
-Chaos (2/20/2015)




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