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2015-02-13 14:19:05 (UTC)
Disappointed my father ....Again
It really makes me angry inside that I have no obedience and no resistance to do most things. A failure to maintaining decisions I make, a failure at my weight loss journey and most important a failure to my Commitment to God. Don't let me even touch on how I disappoint myself and my kids. I honestly get sick and tired and sick of tired of only giving God that time when its even really bad or really good. I always wanted to be in a better place where I really understand his words and sin as little as possible.
Like always I will work on it and keep at till I get it right or die trying.
I am so sorry God!
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