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Effection

Recticence, that would be Cervantes. I like him a lot. I shouldn't, but I do. He's just the kind of person I want to hug and kiss and cuddle all the time. I hope he wouldn't mind that. It would be great that as a senior leader I could just claim whoever I wanted as my cuddle buddy lol.

Zubair is tense. I mean he is soft, but he's tense. I put my arm around him today and he just felt so stiff. I wonder what's up with him. Hunain is still as cute as ever, asking me three times for different flippers. Stupid. And Japheth, oh man, Japheth is so attractive to me and I don't even know why. I want to hug him but he's not the touchy type. It makes me think about the time in Java where I grabbed his fat and he was asking me if I was trying to touch his dick. Lol no. I mean I'm curious to know how it feels but ain't nobody tryin go touch his small ass junk. Who am I kidding, one feel wouldn't hurt. Fuck it. I want a hug all the time.

My birthday and Valentine's Day is coming up, who should I send my Crush cans to this year?