dragoness

My life
2015-02-03 02:53:21 (UTC)

I want to get along with him. We've been..

I want to get along with him. We've been getting along, he has been sweet and its been how I wanted it. But for some reason I can't feel happy. I feel like how he's being to me isn't how he wants tot be and his feelings are fake. He never thinks about what I want. And he never chases me :( I want him to need me too. No matter how much he kisses me and tells me he loves me or how beautiful I am I can't believe him. Because even though now he is saying I'm cute, pretty, beautiful, sexy or anything he has also said I'm ugly, stupid, useless and fat. So which one so I believe? When I was younger I never understood how someone could stay in a relationship once they had said so many hurtful things. I guess its my fault because I act like I'm fine with it. I wish I could see what he sees when he looks at me. Or what he thinks when my name is brought up. Why did I have to fall so hard for him?




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