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Thoughts From My Life
2015-02-03 01:11:22 (UTC)

Thoughtful Wishing

Ever wish you could just drop who you are and in the blink of an eye be someone totally knew and different? Man, sometimes I just hate who i am and wish i could change in a second and maybe make my life feel like it is worth something. Have you ever wondered why when you have lived most of your life in one way and in one religion it feels like things would have been so much better if you had been born in another family, in another religion and then came to make your own choice about what church you wish to attend and what one feels right to you? I mean i have grown up in a religion that i know next to nothing about other than we Believe in the Bible and the Bible only, and we keep the Saturday Sabbath. That and some random stuff that i am pretty sure i could get in any church. But what good is all that knowledge if i only know what i have been taught by parents who i thought barely followed their own beliefs? I always thought that the church was supposed to have unity but it seems that in every church i have ever been in with my family, there was almost never unity, or love. Between some there was, but not on the big scale like i thought there was supposed to be. Sometimes i wonder, What was God thinking? putting me in a family where so much was so wrong, you know? I never understood the why! Yet i have to thank God too that i am currently wherever i am right now, though my spiritual journey has never been the best and is definitely not very high right now.




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