My Crazy, Amazing, Messed up Life
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2015-01-18 12:34:20 (UTC)

The Roller Coaster That Only Goes Up

What they say is true. Life really is a roller coaster that only goes up. Sure there are some dips in it. But eventually, you will be able to reach the stars, just keep reaching until that time comes.

I am feeling much better now after the events of the past week. I have been to the 2cellos concert - Its was awesomely amazing and I even got their new album signed! (Though they are terrible at giving advice). And I have been changing my holiday lifestyle to what my father calls 'a typical teenager's lifestyle'.
AKA I sit in my room reading all day and spend every 2nd night at a friends place. I know it doesn't sound very fair to my family but whenever I am home we all just ignore each other and do our own thing anyway, so I figured I might as well do something with my time. Although a day reading in the large air-conditioned library sounds wonderful.

I am seeing all my friends for a day filled with shopping and catching up, hopefully on Tuesday. It will be great to see them all together again.

In the meantime I will probably continue to spend my days reading and my nights on my laptop. Reading is my solitude from the painful reality. And through my laptop is how I communicate with others about the reading that is my solitude. It all fits together like a perfect puzzle... even though I still feel like there is a piece missing.