I woke up this morning and decided to lounge in bed with God.
Started saying my prayers, drifting off to sleep, waking up, continue with prayers and listen.
I heard 2 things specifically.
I should fast for 7 days that is I will not eat ‘food’ until 6 pm each day. ‘Food’ here (lol) will exclude sweets, chewing gums and coffee!
I also saw something…..’King’s Request’. I think what this means is that I owe God. He is reminding me of our covenant. He clearly will do his part and is reminding me of my part which he calls ‘his request’.
I have not heard anything back from the other opportunity available in my company. They clearly do not know how anxious I am. I need to know like yesterday if they are going to recruit me or not but I just have to wait until I hear from them. In the meantime I have started looking for jobs elsewhere. I sent out my CV today to a view recruiters and will continue to do this for the rest of the week. I can’t imagine not earning any income at this present time. It would be a disaster, actually scratch that, it is unsustainable, not possible. Giving that, I am amazed how calm I am. I am not panicking. Not sure why!
I also need to start putting together all the answers and documentations requested by the court for the divorce.