SO this is the first time that I am writing in a diary online...it feels weird to tell the truth. I never understood why people write in diaries, it seems like a waste of time. I don't know what to write. Maybe that's the reason why I can never commit myself to always write everyday. I feel that it is extremely hard for me to write my thoughts and experiences but I guess it does feel good to write your feelings. Well I suppose I'll write later...I'm talking to a non-living thing...oh god this is going to take a while till I get used to this.