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this_is_me
2015-01-02 00:27:19 (UTC)

As days go by And time goes on..

As days go by
And time goes on
I keep getting told I'm so strong
But it don't feel like it
Not anymore
Not with the pain I've endured
See my dad died
And things haven't started looking up
To me everything in this world is so fucked up
I've been good
I promise I have
But people who is worse then me
Have so much it better
I believe in god
And the promise he made
That heaven isn't far away
But this place earth is eating my soul
I'm running in circles with no where to go
my screams arnt loud enough
To wake the people who are suppose to be closest
I'm losing the stamina to fight this fight
So what am I suppose to do
When at night
I can't stop crying and holding my pillow tight
See the night are getting just as bad as the day
The nightmares won't go away
I try and I fight
And
I fight and I try
This is he'll in my eyes




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