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The Unknown Girl
2015-01-01 20:18:07 (UTC)

new year's eve

My new year's eve was maybe the best so far. I had no family around me, to insult me or put me down and I got to be with people I care about.

Even though I had the people that really care about me, I felt like something was wrong. I felt really sad but really thankfull at the same time. I don't know if that's logical but it's just how I felt. It's the same thing every year, I feel sad and hopeless because I think that the new year won't bring me anymore good in my life than the last year..

The year 2014 kept inside some really good things :

- In january for the first time I told an adult something that no one really knew about me. It was a really big and hard step for me to take, but somwhow I knew I could trust him.
- I had summerjob, two actually..
- I got in a new school and found some amazing friends there.
- I was in MNF for the first time in my life. IMMANUEL <3 KLS <3
- And the best thing that happened was that I got a big Brother. He's not realated to me with blood or anything, but we became so close that we decided to call each other sister and Brother. He's the same person that I told everything what was going inside my head.


And some reeeeally bad stuff :

- I left from my other school , which is kind of good thing but also a really bad thing cause that Place was like a dream. But dreams are not suppose to be lived in, in my world, so...
- I had to be 2 months in school in mmy hometown, which I hate btw..
- 5 friends died during the summer.. that sucked..
- I've been so tired the last months that I can't ever descripe it in anyway.

So that has my year been, in long story short ofc. :3

But without the darkness, we wouldn't see the stars, right ?

xoxo Inka




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