Watasumi Kasai

Complaining about shit
2014-12-28 03:02:40 (UTC)

Christmas blues

My entry that I was supposed to put in here on Christmas. "It's Christmas and I'm so seriously pissed off. My brother and his wife has been getting on my damn nerves all fucking week. I've been here at my mom's house since Sunday. How the hell you gonna tell me not to kiss your baby because I smoke? I've been kissing him since I got here. Ug! Fuck this shit. I'm so fucking upset. I can't wait until I go home. I want to go home. I was in a cool mood for a minute and then this shit just happened and now my mom's husband's family is here and they keep talking and I want them to leave. I want to go fucking home. This lady keeps talking about God and shit and about some faith, I fucking had faith for a long time. I don't even know what the fuck I'm talking a about. And now I've got cramps again. I don't get it. And now I might have fucking diabetes. I'm hungry all of the time and I pee whole lot more now and then there's the acid reflux is another thing. My stomach hurts, what if I have a uti or something? I lost my fucking phone charger. I just bought that damn thing and it's gone. I want to go home. I'm tired of these people in here and I want to go home. I'm tired of seeing all these people with children also. How many fucking kids am I going to see? I don't fucking need to keep being reminded that I'm not going to get what I want. I don't need to keep being shown that I'm alone. I know that I'm not going to get what I want. If I can't get what because I'm not pleasing a God that won't give me reason to believe then fuck it!"




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