Why can't i look in the mirror and see someone worthy? Why can't someone, anyone, just look in my eyes and talk to my heart?
Why cant i have the things I thought i worked for? Why cant i be happy...like everyone else? Why am I cursed this way?
I want to mutilate mysef so people can seeeeee what im like, on the inside. Painful, engorged with pain. Ugly. Why am i so ugly and unlovable? Why is life so hard for me? Why cant i be happy with what i have? I hate being me.