Vanilla

December Dumpage.

What is it with me and getting contonously dumped by people. Do i really suck this bad at dating? ive only been not dating for 2 years ffs.

I really dont know what to do anymore.
This really sucks
And it hurts
Am i cursed or something?

Infact I havnt even been dumped ive been casually ignored and made to realize that I need to take this as being dumped.

i was seeing him for 4 months and a bit now...this is really fucking painful because hahaha I thought he was different. ok i do sound stupid when i say that out allowed.

Man I just dont know what to do ...what should i do?...in life aswel..in general....just what do i do?...i find it hard to like people...i liked him...he doesnt give a shit about me.

I feel lonley....oh well...its because i am alone and theres nothing i can do but marinate in my lonliness.

Atleast i still have a job and they havnt dumped me too...that was probably worse...

Stay positive...stay positive...dont let it hurt...let it go. Its ok...its ok...its ok...its ok..no its not.

DONT BURST OUT CRYING AT WORK....DONT DONT DONT!