78jon

Real Holy Spirit occurrence
2014-12-21 05:53:33 (UTC)

Daily mental torment

Stressful mental torment every day. Everyone was so concerned about me remembering those Holy Spirit works. Everyone knew the tragic road I'd go down. They could have easily prevented it, and explained I needed to go to work here and here, and then go do it then. Man. Did anyone really care? Fuck no. I do think it is due to how easily the Spirit made me forget all the Spirit works. People saw how easily it happened. They know how much control that Spirit can have over people. I do think they were worried about the future murders that were going to be prevented being "forgotten" about. All future events possibly "forgotten" about. I do think that's the reason. If it weren't, I think people would have said "lets keep those motherfuckers away from him who'll bring the drugs, and let him keep exercising if he goes thru with his Bell Atlantic job first, then go into the airborne and go to ranger school. Blatant "fuck him" my way. People are cocksuckers. It's mental torment EVERY DAY. Would a woman want a guy who is jobless and had some stupid Holy Spirit works happen as a child? Fuck no. Would one want the guy who knew he would work a job, then go do a few years in the airborne possibly wearing a ranger patch? I believe a woman would want that guy. Would I be proud of myself for doing that and going to a very difficult training? Yes. No one cared about me. They still don't. The American women are trifling cunts, who want the guy who's "done something" in life. I'll never bend my mindset from that. I see it go on. The preachers, oh man do they get it handed to them on a silver platter. Servicemen, they get their wives. Me? Ha, all's I did was have a fluke of some Spirit works as a kid and turn out to be a heroin junky over my exercise and food being cut. Any takers? Not hardly. I get to REMEMBER THEM!!! WOW!! And live with mom and dad, having my porno for my "wife". Fuck the motherfuckers who had something to do with it. They can suck my fucking ass. I hope my folks fucking die soon, they won;t though. They get to keep their little baby Holy Spirit boy, and watch him go thru the mental torment. It's enjoyable for them. They could give a fuck less if I ever have intimate contact with another female the rest of my life. They could give a fuck less if I ever work another job. They don;t give a fuck, they got what they wanted out of me, a baby and a child to raise. Fuck them too.




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