The Real Me
2014-12-20 02:53:19 (UTC)


I am arguing with him and I can't stop. And he said the one basic truth I cannot refute. My aggressive behaviour routes back to the ape days. That is is. That's who I am and I can't deny it and if kills to know that.

He could say it with such ease and not even realize what it meant. I don't want to be here. Alcohol has no good ending but I cannot stop.