Watasumi Kasai

Complaining about shit
2014-12-18 07:52:23 (UTC)

Yeah. It's that time a year. New me type bullshit.

Well I got to hear his voice. I completely ignored him and talked to everyone else in the party. I doubt that he even cared but to me that's a small victory. I have a habit of waging war on people and they don't even know...lol. It's pointless but it makes me feel good, do that's all that matters. Oh I got to see my little cousin, she's been in Rome for the better part of this year going to collage. She's getting very lose, if you know what I mean...lol. I'm just glad I got to see her, she's a good kid. I just hope that she doesn't get to wild. I'll be going to my mom's house tomorrow and I won't have any contact with that married guy at all. I'm looking forward to it. Oh, I'm at my grandma house so I got to hear him on my uncle's ps4. It felt so good to ignore him. Once I come back home from my mom's house I'll get to play dcuo again but I don't have him on my friends list and I plan to not talk to him for a long time. I came across this little thing on Facebook that said the best way to kill a person is to tell them you love them then never talk to them again. I'm just like, bullshit! It sucks that I couldn't tell him but I'll get over it eventually...oh and I've been talking to this dude on Dcuo. Actually I might've talked about him in here before...you know what I'm sure I did. He was that guy that was ignoring me and stuff but I think I'm was just being desperate and scared him off but I think of him as a pretty cool friend. He lives in Baltimore. I'm just kinda looking forward to what next year will have in store for me. I'm actually exited about it. I've made up my mind and I want to learn how to drive. I'm going to take my mom and step father out for dinner next month, it's their wedding gift and in February I'm going to start saving up so that when I get my license i can get a car and I'll use my Credit car to pay for things like getting the tittle put in my name but before they I'm going to buy a fucking couch!!! I'm going to be the best person I can be next year and so on and so forth. I'm tired of being a skeptic, I'm always skeptics of everything and I think it's time I have a little faith in myself. I'm not sure I'll be able to change how I feel about most people but I hope that I'll be able to trust at least me family more. Another thing that I'm hoping will happen next year is that I get more confident in myself and get cosy with a guy and actually have sex. I know,, I know, that's pretty stupid but I've never done it for real and I really think it's about time I do.




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