78jon

Real Holy Spirit occurrence
2014-12-15 16:46:00 (UTC)

Morning

One more mentally tormenting morning. I guess I'll walk to the gym and dig up the energy for a workout. 4 nights with minimal sleep. I know things are going to get worse before they get better. It's almost as if I think I'm better than my current spot, and society can't accept it. I'm supposed to be "ok" with where I am and act like a fucking jerkwad. I'm NOT ok with where I am and I don't think people can accept that nor do I think anyone cares. I think everyone expects me to "swallow" everything and be fine. Of course they do, they have wives, girlfriends, fuckbuddies, cars and jobs. Society ruled me out of that shit. I've found the way of American's. They're cocksuckers. They're bitches, assholes, cocksuckers, and motherfuckers. Everyone WAITS for their chance to make the world go round and every motherfucking American is a selfish piece of shit. If people knew this they'd actually feed on it. People already DO know it, oops. All I can hope for is tragedy in other people's lives. Police shooting of a nigger, GREAT!!! Car wreck and someone's loved one DIES, GREAT!! I need to learn to feed and be happy when this happens. Those people are the same motherfuckers who would blow me off and shit on me if possible. Another morning, God fuck you. Fuck you mom and dad, you motherfuckers, for having me. I deeply mean this. I really really do.




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