Amy

A synthesis of emotion
2014-12-15 02:00:48 (UTC)

Update

It's been a while. I know it's been a really long time since I've written in here, and there may not be anyone still reading these, but just in case, I'd like to post an update. Mollie, if you still get notified when I post, I hope you're doing well. You were one of the only people there for me when I needed it a long time ago, and I will always remember that. Thank you.

I'm in college now, a ways away from home. I just turned 19 and my college friends and boyfriend celebrated with me. My best friend from home didn't remember my birthday though. I'm studying Graphic Design and hope to be able to fulfill my passion in life through this pursuit. I have a wonderful boyfriend, Jarrod, who is interested in practically everything I'm interested in, and he helps me with a lot of self growth. We're finally not long distance anymore, which completely eliminates a lot of the issues we were having before. One of his friends has become a close friend of mine as well, and I've found a surprising number of people who love Doctor Who (even though not all of them love it as much as I do). Somewhat recent obsessions include Shakira and pretty bras.

I feel like this is written sort of like an epilogue to a book, but it doesn't have to be. I'm not sure what else to write as of yet, or if there's anyone going to read this anyway, so Mollie if you do want to keep in touch again we definitely can, but if you're busy with life that's fine too.

Emotionally I've been doing pretty good. I've come to grips with the fact that I'm a very emotionally driven person and even when tough days come, they will also go and leave me happy again. I've become a more independent person, no longer relying on others for my happiness quite as much as I used to. It still happens sometimes but not as much as Jarrod says it does. I'm just very extroverted and love being around people. Socialization makes me feel fulfilled.

There are so many stories to share and none I can specifically think of at this moment but perhaps I will think of them in the future.




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