78jon

Real Holy Spirit occurrence
2014-12-08 18:41:37 (UTC)

First thing in the morning

First thing in the morning. No good sleep last night. Indented in my head is my mom and dad waking me up with their loud god damned motherfucking rambling. Fuck you mom, fuck you dad for giving me life you fucking cunts. Lack of sleep, I suffer so bad from lack of sleep. mom likes to say "you're getting old". No, you stupid fucking no brained dumb fucking bitch I'm losing sleep sleeping 4 hours a night. Work til midnight or 12 30, go home, eat, chill, and get woken up at 9 am. It's almost like I've been lined up to go absolutely crazy if I want any monetary income. If I would accept not wanting monetary income and be the little Holy Spirit fagget kid who's 5 ' 6" 140 pounds, well God dammit people would take care of me. They'd give me clothes, feed me enough food to keep skin over my bones, and laugh their motherfucking god damned asses off at this stupid skinny boney fagget assed looking motherfucker right here about the god damned motherfucking Holy Spirit shit that took place when I was a kid. I'm wanting money. Enough money to live comfortably on. I make 128 dollars a week. I've been a lineman maing good money, a talephone man working for the phone company, and more. It's almost like during everyone's little "meet and talk about what we've gotta to do this kid", it all got worked out where if I want anything in this world I'll suffer like a fucking rotting whore with aids. Dad's a minister, don;t think people didn;t take him into consideration, with his little skin and bone queer Holy Spirit boy. Believe me, they want my little punk bitch ass talking to dad about that Holy Spirit shit so he can relate it so scripture and get me straight, it's something that need stay QUIET. Probably informing me it was BAD that Spirit had to do anything, the saved lives were bad, it is because I was "sinning", and if I follow JEsus way, the bible, etc., I will be safe. I can imagine dad telling me this. I can. His outlook on life is opposite mine. So they'll jam us together until we love hate each other like 2 women. Fuck you God, You almighty cocksucker in heaven, Fuck you mom and dad for bringing a failure into life. Eat shit and die.




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