KMW

who am i to question life?
2014-12-04 15:37:42 (UTC)

THINGS HAPPENED

Wow, okay, so things happened. THINGS.

So last night, even though I had an exam for Music for the Movies this morning (I didn't fail!), I somehow got sucked into watching anime with a looot of people (Jessica, Colin, Zoe, Tara, Mike, Aaricia, Sam, and I) in a single room in Munster. I was introduced to a VERY traumatic series and almost died emotionally but then things happened.

Somehow I ended up sitting next to Mike on the floor. Don't ask me how that happened, because I don't even know. Not complaining in the slightest though.

See, I have this thing where I hate if people pat me on the head, because it's often demeaning, as i am tiny and short and very aware of those two facts. Therefore, I have warned those around me not to do so. So when Colin thought about it I warned him not to, then of course, Mike reached over to do it himself, I grabbed his wrist and threatened him (typical).

BUT THIS IS A THING, IT'S A GODDAMN FUCKING THING:

Instead of just moving his hand away from my head, HE GRABBED MINE. As in he used this to hold my hand. I thought that like, it would be done in about 3 seconds, but it wasn't and he kept holding my hand. OH MY GOOD LORD WHAT EVEN. Eventually he let go and I was left struggling to focus on the moving because what even just. I would also like to note that this exact situation happened twice. I don't. I don't even know how to explain this.

There was also a point where I ended up very close to him (aka, 99% of the night), and we were talking about something or casually flirting or something of the sort, and he just reached over and traced around my lower thigh with a finger and wow okay, did that really happen or am I just imagining it because I really really have no idea and it's worrying.




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