78jon

Real Holy Spirit occurrence
2014-12-01 13:46:33 (UTC)

Abuse, molested as a kid

I think part of my abuse and molestation occurred due to when I had a Holy Ghost. The Ghost asked me to say something for the "churchpeople". They were on one side of the yard. The non religious people "army recruiter, Mr. Navy recruiter, Army Lt. Col., etc.. I wouldn't say what the ghost told me I should say. The ghost told me I should say it "for" them (the church people). Anyhow, the ghost possessed me and I don't remember what She had me say. It was a huge problem because I wanted to go do something "elite" in the military. I'm small, so I could only go in the airborne and get a ranger patch. No one was concerned with me being able to do this. I actually think my parents got pissed off because it drew lots of attention, and the attention of an army recruiter. On one side you have the faggets who will fuck the parents up if they let their "kid" prepare for something like army ranger school. The "faggets" want the kid to forget about it until he's out of the parents house, worked a job, payed for his own place, and sees if he'd rather want THAT instead of being isolated so he keeps on track for something like ranger school. I don't know which group the "faggets" are. This did happen though. Due to the ghost event, Nobody in the church really spoke to me. They stopped. The adults were too concerned about maintaining their "adolescence" and "age" over me. That's WAY more important to them than a kid going army. It is too. Their own superiority is much more important than a kid accomplishing something. Of course you have the fucktard group. Mr Dabney. Willaim Collier, Thomas Reeks, a police officer. They're all standing in line to get their head shot in, their abuse in, maybe a molestation act in, etc.. Their the ones who wanna make the world turn. For example, you have a guy that talks shit. Some people have to teach that guy not to talk shit. They have to beat his ass for talking shit, or start the physical agressor act. There's people in the world who do shit to someone SOLELY to affect them. Plus, they see my father who is a preacher. A preacher is a "Reverend" WHOAAAA WHOAAA a REVEREND!!! People in the world know how a preacher gets done. My father was charged with child molestation. He took a plea bargain. So, I can definitely see guy's fucking ME up (bashing my head in, molesting me, and causing head injuries, causing any injury they can using any motive they can) because my father is religious. I should have the respect towards my father where if he wants me to try a certain career path, I should TRY it (Other people DO think like this). My dad talked to me about the army. He couldn't accept me going to ranger school. Rangers won;t "serve God" when they die. My dad is a fuck. He IS religious. Religious was claimed for his family through him. This was 50 percent of my problems/abuse right here. The other 50 percent was me thinking I was capable if doing ANYTHING. I think I wouldn't act like a fucktard kid, and solely wanted to do something like the ranger school. THAT is the kid adults go to fucking up. One cartlidge injury and good head injury will STOP that kid from going military.




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