The Girl with Tar
Quitting For Real
Day Thirty Six
Writing this entry today because I was too tired to do it yesterday.
It was alright. Stressful. I was irritable, mood-swingy, and pretty lonely.
But I got through it.
I had an alright thanksgiving aside from the fact that my father was a drunk asshole lol but he usually is whenever he drinks even if its just a little bit. So I'm not entirely unused to it.
The new dosage of gum fucking sucks. I hate it. But it's whatever.
I feel like I need so much more than what the package tells me (one piece every 2 hours instead of every one hour) and i'm not sure what to do because I know that if I had stuck with the 4 mg it would have been simpler to do it every few hours. I may have fucked myself over for about a week with this gum. My body is taking forever to adjust.
The withdrawal sucks.
Fingers crossed.
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