LustingforNightmares

tumbleweed
2014-11-22 15:43:58 (UTC)

Hey

"Hey" by Pixies [OKAY, THIS SONG IS GREAT. It reminds me of Radiohead... I just looked it up and Pixies formed a year after Radiohead, haha, yay music]

uh
is
the
sound
that the mother makes when the baby breaks

"Don't Move" by Phantogram [I felt like doing two songs today]

November 21, 2014 Friday 5:35 PM


When I'm anxious, I'm so selfish. I didn't end up re-writing my story thing. I was just soooo tired. I went to be early and everything.

Whatever, Lily didn't seem angry today so I guess we're alright.

I'm better, I guess. I feel okay. Now, I'm kinda sleepy, though and the only reason I am writing is so I have something to do whilst listening to music. Maybe I'll make some lists.

First: John called me today. It was quite a surprise. I honestly thought we'd never speak to each other ever again. Yeah, he said it was a wrong number when he texted me afterwards (the phone call was like ten seconds long, me saying 'hello' a couple times and him saying stuff I couldn't hear).

I think that he texted me because he figured I knew who it was that called me. I didn't even have a name on the number, though.

what I'm trying to say is I think he felt like he had to talk to me. Which he doesn't. I'd be perfectly fine if he didn't want to speak to me. I might prefer that, but maybe that's just because I'm feeling very antisocial.

I am boring myself, oh my god. This shit doesn't even matter at all but it is all that happens to be different, so yeah.
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An unoriginal thought: For someone who doesn't believe in god, I sure say his name a lot.

(I wish I were in a band JUST so I could use that sentence as a song title. Modest Mouse, do you hear me?)

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ADDITIONS TO FAVORITE WORDS:

Whilst
Futile
Inexorable
Clusterfuck

I think I already have these ones but...

Crooked
Karass (THIS IS FROM CAT'S CRADLE)
Tessellate
Atrophy
Decay
Fuck
Fragile
Aurous
Bloodstain

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ADDITIONS TO NAMES I LIKE:

Nylah
Wren
Cecil

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SHOW FINALES THAT BRUTALLY MURDERED MY SOUL

-The Office (I CRIED SO HARD.)

-Scrubs (technically, the "show finale" i'm talking about is the end of season eight. There IS a season nine, but it sucks ass. It would've been a good show if it were a spinoff but NOOO they had to make it part of such an amazing show. God fuckin dammit)

-Buffy The Vampire Slayer (THERE IS NOTHING TO SAY. IT SCARRED ME. THE SHOW SCARRED ME.)

-That 70's Show (3....2....1... god I watch too much TV)


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ADDITIONS TO FAVORITE BOOKS:

-John Dies At The End by David Wong

-One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest by Ken Kesey (I'm currently reading this and it's quite good. I'll write about it one day)

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A REALLY GOOD "WELCOME TO NIGHT VALE" FANFICTION

- Sessions With Dr. One-Eyed Leland

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