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2014-11-15 07:19:38 (UTC)

dear yeary i was i love ( yeary cause i update once a year)

well it s been about a year now since I last got tha chance to update my diary ( I cal it my yeary now cause it so annual and shit) so tonight I got the best to say the least , best lucid dream of my life but it was also heat breaking . I don't really recall most of tha staff that happened but here is the 411 of what happened.
so there was this really hot guy I felt like I've known him for ages but it was just one of those twisted part of the dream. so anyway me and this guy we are like bffs. he was really cute like 17 or 18 yo but really built not in a muscled sixpack kind of way but a hot four pack macho arms way. so we were inseparable and we in some way ,just knew how we felt about each other even without having to say it.
so there is this part where he kissed me and I kissed him back and it was so passionate I could literary feel his heat beat and my emotions we elevated .it was surreal!
my heart broke when he was moving away and we had friends over for a going away party but nothing fancy but some teenage vodka play. FYI our so called friends were super straight and I think abit conservative or shit. I remember going outside and holding my tears back so no one would know and I sat next to the garage and he followed me then just sat next to me not saying a word but he knew needed the support. I rested my head on his shoulder and am like crying my eyes out then some friends come to join us so I stopped the water works. so we are all chilling out and he bumps my head like he wanted to kiss me on the forehead but in a cute soft way. we did that not minding what happens next but mama just had to wake me up!




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