sad and alone
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2014-11-13 07:38:34 (UTC)

the exhausting struggle

Do you ever feel like you are fighting way to hard to keep something? I do. when it comes to a relationship I believe that the fight should be mutual. I feel as if I am the only one fighting to keep this relationship a float. I try with all my might to make him happy so that maybe just maybe he wont feel the need to go to other sources to get what he needs.
I try to dress pretty and please him in bed. I try to have the house cleaned and food on the table when he gets home from work, I try to make myself available for deep conversation and I try to be as sexy as possible. but apparently im just not good enough. he still seems to decide to go to my sister and his ex girlfriend for these things.
he continues to have conversations with her about her boobs and their sex life and how horney he is. I feel as if I am fighting a losing battle and frankly it is exhausting. I feel like I am up against the wall with this yet idk what else to do.

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