To Mudge

Diary
2014-11-07 20:39:01 (UTC)

Lately I've felt the urge to..

Lately I've felt the urge to be writing more and more. I really wanted to submit something to Sanskrit this year, but I waited too long as per usual. Tyler told me that I should listen to people talk, and along with that I feel like I just need to work more and more on actually writing my thoughts out. That's how people become good writers. And I want more than anything to write something meaningful in my life. I'd also rather do this than reach out to someone else about the things I'm struggling with.

Registration has come and went and I feel myself wishing more and more to switch my major back to English. I miss reading things that compel me to think and writing about them. My one true passion is the written word and I miss having that in my life every day. I feel like I don't even have the time to read anymore and it's frustrating. I just feel like this semester isn't going to be the best academically for me and it has me wondering why I ever even switched to Elementary Education in the first place. I'm sure it was rooted in some fantasy at keeping Caleb happy with me, and I'm sad that that's where it probably came from.




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