rdac_12614

Me being me
2014-11-04 17:02:45 (UTC)

Love and Confusion

Wow I only have one month left and I'm getting married! I'm not sure if its a good thing or not. I mean im happy with him its just the fact that im no longer going be on the market and im going to spend the rest of my life with him! Im not saying I don't love him and i don't want to be with him. Its just the closer the wedding gets the more we seem to fight. i sometimes feel like we arent ready and just rushing into things or its just the whole fact that its just stressing our lives even more than what they already are. i mean come on imagine planning a wedding in three months will we do have help from our family but the thing is, is that we just got here in texas from North Carolina not so long ago and will he dont have a steady job and not only that. Since hes not from here, his parents who live in a foerign country think that in the United States we crap out money and they think its ok to keep on asking for more and more money. But newsflash we dont crap out money we have to work for it just like everyone else!I guess all this is just going up in our heads and now i live a life of just confusion. I dont want to leave him either but i guess its just the fact that he stresses about his parents and family gets to me and will leads to all this confusion.. will lets see what happens hopefully things get better!





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