2014-10-16 05:03:46 (UTC)


October 16, 2014 Thursday 5:04 AM

I think I have a fever. I am sick, I know that but I missed school on Tuesday and I don't know if I can afford to miss more.

For the past few days it has been really hard to sleep. That was established. For the past two days it has been hard to sleep because I can't seem to cool off. I thought it was because of the weather being wayyyy too warm for October. It's kind of normal for me to feel a bit nauseas as I am falling asleep, I dunno why. But the nausea has been worse lately, I guess. Like, it usually goes away but the time I wake up but lately, it's still there when I open my eyes in the morning.

(I am so sweaty ugh)

I got a migraine yesterday. It was like a 9 out of 10 on the pain scale (well, as far as headaches go). I got sooo nauseas and even after the pain in my head faded, I felt kinda like throwing up.

And then tonight. I tried sleeping on time but it took and hour and a half (probably more) to sleep. The last time I checked, it was past midnight. Also, I had to pee a lot but I drank more water than usual yesterday so, meh.

I kept waking up in the middle of the night! A couple times because I was very nauseas and I had to pee and and then one time to get a wet washcloth to cool me down and another time to gulp down some water because my mouth was so dry (and I'm not sure if that is normal seeing as how I drank like a gallon of water a couple hours before going to bed).

Finally, I woke up nearing 5 AM and there is no way I am going back to sleep. I am weirdly fidgety and the reason I think I have a fever is that I have the kind of hollow headache I only get when I have a fever.

Now I'm skeptical though because my skin feels cool. A little damp, but cool.

Ughhhh. This is shitty!!! I haven't had a good night's sleep in several days and that is a very important part of what helps me function!!!

I need to keep a somewhat tight schedule with sleep times at a fixed point and my brain is fucking it all up!!

Okay, okay. I'ma go now and do something... I dunno what. I am considering waking up a parent (or two) just to take my temperature but I can wait until a more reasonable hour.

Hey! My nausea is kinda going away but ow, my head. WHy do I have so many health problems and WHY do they all center around my brain?

Seriously, I get terrible migraines and I'm emotionally unstable. OKAY GOOD... MORNING

(Fuck, it's morning. Whatever, I'm doing it anyway

Goodnight, Nightvale. Goodnight.)

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