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2014-10-14 13:27:44 (UTC)

I'm trying to decide if I..

I'm trying to decide if I should just stay logged in an write throughout the day. My mind goes to fat for me to type and I get to flustered wanting to get all my thoughts down that I don't end up writing them at all.
My husband is talking about suicide. I just can't believe it. I think maybe it's a mind game because he is the strong one and I am the week one. It makes me angry , it makes me sad. It makes me want to llove on him and it makes me want to distance myself from him. I myself am struggling to keep my head above water, this depression is killing me and has been for a long time. Now I have to worry and wonder about my husband, I just don't know how much more I can take.