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2014-10-12 13:08:40 (UTC)

Acceptance/Belonging.

I'm the type of person that wants to be accepted by everyone. Oh, you don't like my hair color? I'll dye it whatever color you want so you'll like it! You think I'm fat? I'll go renew my gym membership so that I can lose those 25lbs that are bugging you!

I'll do whatever I can to make you like me. But in the end, I know you won't like me. I know this. I don't know why I care so much about others liking me. I shouldn't care about others. But I do. If they don't like me, I feel weird & awkward. Like, I don't belong.

I don't belong anywhere. I don't feel like I belong in my family. I don't feel like I belong at school. I don't feel like I belong in my classes. I don't feel like I belong in after-school activities/clubs or sports. I don't feel like I belong in this world.

Yes, I do have some friends who share interests with me. Sometimes they make me feel like I belong. But that's not always the case.

I don't feel any sense of belonging or acceptance anywhere.


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