Love, Me

Stuff
2014-09-29 03:14:26 (UTC)

Oh no.

My mom doesn't know about the depression or the cutting. She has, however, been asking me if things are ok like twice a day. The other day she came and say next to me and was like, "ok I know something is up. I keep asking you if things are ok hoping that you will tell me. You've been different for a while now." I hate it when people feel the need to check in on me. I tend to push those people away. The friend that I told everything to, now is always checking up on me and it's making me avoid him now in school and I haven't texted him in weeks. I don't want to feel like a burden to people. I hate that. I think that's a big reason why I break up with guys and don't have long relationships. I'm scared to let my walls down and let people in an really see me. They may not like what they see.




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