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Lux's World
2014-09-23 19:37:04 (UTC)

Finding Love

It's been a while since I have been in love with someone. I remember the feeling. That very tiring but wonderful and soothing feeling. The feeling of knowing that you are capable of loving someone to a point it hurts. The feeling where you will go to any extent just to make that one person smile.
I never had a relationship but I did fall in love. Once. And it was for a very long time. It definitely took me a long time to get over it. Now, after 2 years of moving on from that person I find myself wishing I hadn't. No, I did not have a good ending. The guy never knew the extent of which I loved him. He never knew that I even did until I realised I might never see him again. But that feeling of love is just so beautiful. I want it back! I want to feel that again. That urge for a person. I don't know if I will ever find it again. But I sure hope I do. I don't know if being in a relationship is better than what I had. But I do know that it doesn't matter if the other person doesn't love you back. What matters is that you do and sometimes that's all that is needed for your world to function perfectly! :)
That's all the spiritual nonsense I have in me today! :P

Love,
L




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